My Tumbling Journal.

Hello~

Suzy. Fifteen year old. A member of the Santa Clara Vanguard Cadets. I enjoy dancing, spinning, reading, writing, drawing, loving, and hugging. ♥

I've had a long broken history. I believed that i've been through most of it when it came down to depression, self harm and suicide. I never know though. If you want to know more about me, feel free to message me :) If you ever need someone to talk to, I will always be here to listen! :)
I warmly give out hugs to those who need it, and a open mind and ear to those who need someone to listen to them. ♥

February 19, 2012 4:40 pm
  • Mom: What's wrong?
  • My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
  • My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
  • My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
  • My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
  • My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
  • My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
  • My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
  • My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
  • My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
  • Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.